I have come to the hard realization that having a natural tendency and talent for being creepy is no longer a fun game.
Not that I excel in it, but it's a strange joy I find delight in. But brings despair and unneeded stresses to the unwitting females that the attention is bestowed upon.
I scared yet another one away. Is it a full moon tonight? The past few nights?
Met a girl on set the other day. Won't mention names. She has a big web presence. And she posts all her links. Well I was online chatting with her and she said she was going to leave and lose up the chat soon. So I said my goodbyes and left as to not overwhelm her. Well I was still in the chat and she thought I left.
Well she proceeded to talk about me as if I was not there. I just listened to what she had to say.
This is where I realize that it's really pathetic when talentless ugly fat girls who can't sing and have yellow teeth are the ones you try to get but ultimately can't even get the time of day or respect from. And it's really sad when you scrape the bottom of the barrel and can't even score with that. Literally it's like the story where the hottest girl at the bar in the sexiest dress never gets approached and talked to. And the average girl hanging out in casual clothes and laughing gets a crowd of guys around her.
This is one reason I have high expectations and go for the most beautiful and attractive girls I have access to. I'll worry about their personalities later. Are you hot? Call me.
She went on to say I was creepy and that she was creeped out easily by everything, but that she wondered how I was able to find her. Well, stupid! IF YOU POST ALL YOUR LINKS, ALL I NEED TO DO IS CUT AND PASTE, DUMBASS!!!
Geez, and I was gonna do this whole webseries with her where I ask her out and we blog about it and then do some collabs. I wasn't sure where it was going to go but I think I'm gonna have to abandon the idea now.
She's web savvy, but she's nowhere as good as me. Stupid Hollywood actresses. This is why I only want to date models and singers. The actresses are fucked in the head. This one was particularly a winner. Lack of judgement and being fucking horny is a terrible terrible state to be in. It makes indecision commonplace and then ultimately choices that are bad altogether. Like showing interest in this piece of work.
The webseries started out as us actually going out and me asking her outside just in an email. It never happened. It then was going to be redone, acted on video, and posted as a directive to her, and have her blog back.
Well the next day as I wrote her and she never wrote back and so I knew something was fucking up. So I thought to suggest to her that this was just going to be for online purposes and that we wouldn't really be dating hoping that falling in love would be something that would just be sprung on her as she realized what a catch I was.
Slim chance on that now. Fuck them all.
Stupid girl. Stupid stupid girl.
And she goes on to share my personal email to her to a person in the chat. What an asshole. Talking shit about me when I'm not there. I hope she never becomes famous and leaves LA with her head hung low and her tail between her legs.
